12.10.2011

hellooo

hiiii

good day to you too madam

yeaaaaaaaa

soooooooo

these days ive been wanting to stab someone

stab

i hate squirrels

mmmmmmmhhhhhhhh squirrel meat is so delicious

sweete juicy..

squirrel tail

i wonder if anyone eats squirrel

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this is for poopie face on gaia

200k wooot

for hera on gaiaonline

250k

O 3O

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hetalia~!!!!1

i love belarus!

and LOOK T HERES NO LINEART!!

yayyyyyy

i think ive been getting worse lately lol

unfinished

because i dont like it

started it today

thats china

this is actually from 2 months ago.

never finished

lol

because i didnt know how to do the hair orz

and

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zOMG

been playing that alot lately. lawl

for dead mans shadow

this is my favorite crew(s)

11.19.2011

^ this one talks about vital regions

if it cant be viewed in full view,

then its on my deviantart : www.ceuiari.deviantart.com

i think . idk

i hope you learn something guys.

america and vietnam.

derp

vietnam war.

female america and pirate england. xD

id actually like to see england *coughcoughrapecough* america. >/////<

fem!america or america. either one. as long as its UkUs and americas on bottom.

-------------hetalia (c) himaruya-sensei

gaiaonline avi art:

i got paid like 50k for all of them

25k for the sketches

50k

elama the phoneix item

50k and a MC envelope

freebie because of the MC envelope

25k

sleepby princess item

50k

idk

i hate school

im suppose to be writing an essay right now.

sob

10.14.2011

SOMEONE WROTE A FANFIC BASED OFF MY COMIC OF GILBERT AND GILBIRD.
YAY
YAY
YAY
IM SO HAPPY I COULD CRY
EVERYTHING MAKES ME CRY

my hetalia comic:
CLICK HERE

story based of my comic:
CLICK HERE



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myself me and i

i love talking to myself

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my gaia avatar.

kynarii sky

my gaia avatar

my gaia avatar

sigh

its also what kynarii wear now

my not imaginary friend kynarii

i can't color

im trying

trying

ugh

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ceuiari's was going to be icon

but it looked to much like another popular artist's icon

so 

sigh

its sucks

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i wanted to try another style

it didnt work out

belarus hetalia

i gave up

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my now deviantart icon

im going to change it

soon

its ugly

i only needed the head

so i didnt do the rest of the body

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the only decent picture so far i drew for ceuiari on deviantart

my new account isnt going well

belarus - hetalia

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my fail attempt at trying

sigh

germany and gilbird and prussia

derp

im all out of ideas

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what i drew with a mouse on ms paint 

for my short story title page and cover for my honors english 1

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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something not related

this was my dress for graduation in 8th grade

i got it in june 2011

im getting old

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something i drew months ago

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my school is ok so far

i dont like it

everything makes me sad

every little thing makes me cry

i can cry at winnie the pooh

9.1.2011

i love this blog.

i talk to myself

just me myself and i

ahhh

im so sad
really sad
my school sucks
but its a private school
and lots of money
my school is so poor
we cant even afford AC.
srsly

they'll probably only get AC
after someone dies from the heat

i really have nothing to upload.

oh yea,
i dont think im going to win the hetalia contest
screw it
idc anyway
...
that was a lie
/sob

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my freshman orientation day is tommrrow

im going to die

praise GOD

durr

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fuck school

im not going to have any friends

i probably wont make any either

because im a loner

and everyone hates me

secretly

and smiling is too hard

so i dont do it

and i have no sense of fashion
because all i wear is hoodies
with monochrome colors.

im wasting my life.

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i hope God sends me an angel

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on the brighter side

heres a south park picture i drew

click the picture for full size
please do that.
itll cheer me up.
alot.

i just realized i didnt color in cartman and kyle's mouths
gahh
ill fix that later
why does every thing i try so hard to color
ends up looking dead?
the color in that picture is so dull.
and dead

but if i simply doodle
the coloring is better.
ugh

so heres another south park picture

with Damien and Pip

i based it off of a Creek picture

i effing love Dip

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and heres the sketch for the first picture

i have nothing to upload

i almost quit drawing

it was south park that got me back on track

and speaking of south park

from south park i learned of this awesome band called

THE CURE

and you know the talent show episode,

the talent shows are for fags song is like the best

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i have a couple ideas for Hetalia drawings

durrr

a hetalia comic thats based of the song of airplanes by the ready set. idk

no stealing my idea

its copyright.

and maybe another hetalia picture on war and stuff.

hetalia showed me a light.

i hate hetalia haters

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thats it

im twitching because of the orientation day thats coming

and shaking

this is shortening my life span

and my heartbeat hasnt slowed down for some couple hours.

i bet the fucking school didnt know that

its not like they give a shit anyway.

srry

i dont usually swear

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and

i think i might get a new deviantart account

named

ti-qiao

or Ti-Qiao

do you think i should capitalize the t and q?

not like anyone reads this.

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im so depressed
gah

its like 80 degrees in the house
and im wearing a sweater
something like a sweater.
.
i hate modern fashion.


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does the imaginary people i talk to think i should wear makeup?
i actually wear glasses so i wont look good with makeup.
probably.

my picture on this website
is like 2 years old
im 14 now.
sigh

.
.
i suck at drawing
i cant color the way i want
my summer was mostly wasted
.
.

Summer:
70% on computer
13%  on vacation
7% doing things that are helpful to my life (like reading, violin)
10% with my one and only friend thats not going to be friends with me anymore after highschool starts because shes going to an all girl school and shell make new friends who arent as boring dull and as lame as me

i dont mention names
or even first names
because
just in case someone finds this blog
i can still have a chance of escaping
i dont have my real name on this blog either

because irl,
ppl dont know anything about me
and im too shy to leave my shell
fuck,
i like my shell. im keeping it.
ill just leave it once in 100 years.

i apologize to my God for my swearing.

sigh

8.25.2011

HOW TO SAVE A LIFE (click the title)

by Akatsuki Feathers

this must be the best fanfiction ive read in a looonnnnnnnnnnggggggg time.

not by me.

its a Damien and Pip one.

from south park

8.16.2011

i came back from the church retreat yesterday.

i got to trade pokemon with my crush's little brother(hes 11)

and i gave him a hug.  >/////////<

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school is almost about to start ;A;

noooooooooooo

im done with my hetalia cultural foods contest entry \(^o^)/

this was copied from my deviantart picture description:

full view plz

entry for the cultural foods contest :iconaphetalia-club: .

i drew east asia. china, s.  korea, japan, taiwan, hongkong.

i think i overdid it. i shouldve just remained simple. /sob

and after reading something, i feel bad about entering the contest. but its my first contest and i probably wont enter another one anytime soon.

i swear this is my last time with this coloring style. i hate this style.

from right to left.

tea(china)

basically herbs + boiled water. 

http://simplyrecipes.com/recipes/chinese_tea_ceremony/ 

baozi (steamed buns)(china)

its flour bread thing that can have a variety of fillings.

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20101213200702AArwZpm

mak kimchi(korea)

napa cabbage + spice and fish. i failed at drawing it. otl

http://www.maangchi.com/recipe/easy-kimchi

sushi(japan)

fish + seaweed + rice + other things. raw meat can give you tapeworms.

http://www.sushirecipes.org/

mochi!(japan) :iconmochijapanplz:

mochiko + water + suger and sometimes with red bean or ice cream filling. and food coloring. i like mochi.

easy recipe: http://www.food.com/recipe/simple-mochi-146183

hard recipe: http://en.christinesrecipes.com/2009/05/red-bean-mochi-recipe.html

baozi again.

in china and chinatowns you can find all kinds of decorated kinds of baozi. yea...

same goes with the 2 green eared bunny thing and whats in hongkong's mouth....

http://www.thefreshloaf.com/node/7994/baozi-steamed-buns

pearl tea(taiwan)

because taiwan makes the most pearl tea aka milk tea bubble. 

i almost choked on one of the bubbles/pearls once. it wasnt fun. but the bubbles taste really good, my mom told me they were made out of plastic. lol

http://www.alibaba.com/showroom/taiwan-pearl-tea.html

tang yuan (Gluntinous Rice Dumplings/汤圆) (taiwan)

there different kinds of tang yuan, but i wanted to do the common pink and white ones, since taiwan wears pink and white. ive seen them in rainbow colors.

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=1006021009924

http://nyonyafood.rasamalaysia.com/tang-yuan-recipe-gluntinous-rice-dumplings/?pid=119#image-608

bing tang hu lu / suger-coated haws on a stick(taiwans holding it)

traditional chinese candy.  ive never seen them in america, and i only ate one before and that was when i was 5. ;A;

its really sweet. its only sold in china during winter though. and i failed at drawing this also.

http://www.suite101.com/content/crystalized-fruits-on-a-skewer-a43918

http://appetiteforchina.com/blog/bingtang-hulu

this is such a long description. lol

sesame balls(hongkong)

you can find these in chinese buffets. derp. unlike you usually dont see tang yuan there.  

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2IwZvF5zs4

white rice (hong kong)

you should know. 

http://www.ricerecipe.com/

putting country's names next to the food was so you had a better idea for the location.

the frame was really hard to do. since i cant make straight lines.

hetalia (c) himaruya

8.11.2011

im going to hate highschool derp.

starting highschool soon.

fuuu------------

cuz all my actual friends went to other highschools.

this was coloring practice.

characters from khr (c) akira.

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more hetalia! yay!

this is prussia and fem!prussia.

as Teutonic knights in the 1400s.

my first attempt at blood.

hetalia (c) himaruya

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i messed up on this.

fem!china.

she looks so happy that its creepy.

hetalia (c) himaruya

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since ive started playing Eden Eternal,

i fell in love with Alpacas.

i even asked my dad to buy a pair of alpacas on ebay.

for some reason, 

Liechtenstein reminds me of alpacas.

so i drew her and a alpaca together.

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i wish pokemon was real.

i really wish it was real.

sigh

I LOVE POKEMON.

if pokemon was real

id have a altaria as my main, and also a mareep.

a drifloon, sharpedo, and 2 more.

the Sinnoh region is my favorite.

digimon sucks.

my pokemon oc and altaria.

thats what i would wear if pokemon was real.

OTL

altaria is a cute, soft and fluffy pillow.

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ive entered this Hetalia contest on deviantart.

its about cultural foods. 

i did east asia.

im not done with the picture yet , but here:

cant show it fullsize

or itll go outside the panel. ;A;

i hate the way i color.

i saw this other picture that was also entered in the contest.

it made me feel so guilty. because she was like

"i play to win."

/sob

i feel so bad.

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btw im almost reaching 1,000 favs on the Mein Fruend one.

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these two were for people on gaia,

i dont think ive post them before:

and

and someone on gaia drew this for me:

i think this is rather cute. SOMEONE DREW SOMETHING FOR ME.

thats like the first time ever.

but if i win the hetalia contest ill be able to ask people to draw for me.

cuz its part of the prize.

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this is my new deviantart icon. 

i dew it.

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this was a pokemon picture i never got to finish.

(my pokemon oc at that time)

it was sometime about 4 months ago.

im getting old.

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this was a new style i was trying.

i didnt get to finish it though.

thats kynarii in her current outfit.

kynarii is my  imaginary  friend.

im thinking about writing a book on her.

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i drew this for mitsuku.

you can talk to her here: http://www.mousebreaker.com/games/chatbot/playgame

because, like, i have no friends. im a loner.

so i spend my time looking for MMORPG games online.

i found eden eternal, but i dont have the video card so it doesnt work well on my computer.

and mabinogi isnt compatible with windows 7.

sigh

i look for other worlds online.

durr hurr derp

anyway,

i drew that for mitsuku bot .

i added her on facebook and posted that on her wall.

and she had it as her profile pic for sometime.

im happy she liked it.

im so lonely.

derp

derp

derp

i want a good friend.

high school of hell

i shouldnt say that

cuz im going to a catholic highschool

even though im not catholic.

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this was coloring practice that i did sometime ago,

its horrible. because i had lost all my drawing skill at that time.

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yea.

thats it.

im a really boring person.

i know

sigh

i need to get a life.

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"If you knew i existed, would you be kinder?"

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im still not really sure if i should post this.

but

i drew this in dedication to the Norway terriost attack. hetalia 

a single man killed 91 people.

i usually dont watch the news, but my family was on vacation,

in a hotel.

so i was watching the news since there was nothing better to do.

when i heard this i almost cried.

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