9.01.2011

9.1.2011

i love this blog.
i talk to myself
just me myself and i
ahhh

im so sad
really sad
my school sucks
but its a private school
and lots of money
my school is so poor
we cant even afford AC.
srsly

they'll probably only get AC
after someone dies from the heat

i really have nothing to upload.

oh yea,
i dont think im going to win the hetalia contest
screw it
idc anyway
...
that was a lie
/sob

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my freshman orientation day is tommrrow
im going to die
praise GOD
durr

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fuck school

im not going to have any friends
i probably wont make any either
because im a loner
and everyone hates me
secretly
and smiling is too hard
so i dont do it
and i have no sense of fashion
because all i wear is hoodies
with monochrome colors.
im wasting my life.

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i hope God sends me an angel

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on the brighter side
heres a south park picture i drew

click the picture for full size
please do that.
itll cheer me up.
alot.


i just realized i didnt color in cartman and kyle's mouths
gahh
ill fix that later
why does every thing i try so hard to color
ends up looking dead?
the color in that picture is so dull.
and dead

but if i simply doodle
the coloring is better.
ugh
so heres another south park picture
with Damien and Pip
i based it off of a Creek picture



i effing love Dip

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and heres the sketch for the first picture
i have nothing to upload


i almost quit drawing
it was south park that got me back on track

and speaking of south park
from south park i learned of this awesome band called

THE CURE

and you know the talent show episode,
the talent shows are for fags song is like the best

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i have a couple ideas for Hetalia drawings
durrr

a hetalia comic thats based of the song of airplanes by the ready set. idk
no stealing my idea
its copyright.

and maybe another hetalia picture on war and stuff.

hetalia showed me a light.

i hate hetalia haters
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thats it

im twitching because of the orientation day thats coming
and shaking
this is shortening my life span
and my heartbeat hasnt slowed down for some couple hours.

i bet the fucking school didnt know that
its not like they give a shit anyway.

srry
i dont usually swear

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and
i think i might get a new deviantart account
named

ti-qiao
or Ti-Qiao
do you think i should capitalize the t and q?
not like anyone reads this.

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im so depressed
gah

its like 80 degrees in the house
and im wearing a sweater
something like a sweater.
.
i hate modern fashion.


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does the imaginary people i talk to think i should wear makeup?
i actually wear glasses so i wont look good with makeup.
probably.

my picture on this website
is like 2 years old
im 14 now.
sigh

.
.
i suck at drawing
i cant color the way i want
my summer was mostly wasted
.
.

Summer:
70% on computer
13%  on vacation
7% doing things that are helpful to my life (like reading, violin)
10% with my one and only friend thats not going to be friends with me anymore after highschool starts because shes going to an all girl school and shell make new friends who arent as boring dull and as lame as me

i dont mention names
or even first names
because
just in case someone finds this blog
i can still have a chance of escaping
i dont have my real name on this blog either

because irl,
ppl dont know anything about me
and im too shy to leave my shell
fuck,
i like my shell. im keeping it.
ill just leave it once in 100 years.

i apologize to my God for my swearing.

sigh